I’m stuck between the purple and dark blue, the light and the shadowed.
Between; I am here, I am stuck, I am indecisive.
Do I step into the realm of the purple hues or take a dive into the deep abyss of blues?
To be found or to be gone?
Here; I can remain.
Here; I can pretend.
Here; I can hide.
Without force to be found or gone, existing alongside the false acquaintances of this world.
But, here is not so good.
A bubble around me – I’m isolated, neither loved nor hated.
Just stuck with a decision: to step into the realm of the purple hues or take a dive into the deep abyss of blues?
To be found or to be gone?
My mind is not clear – not enough to step into the purple, but, I am too scared to take that leap into the blue.
So, I stay here in between waiting for something to take hold over my balance and knock me into the color where I belong.
